Akbar "Saul" Perez says he is inspired to be a priest because of his burning desire to serve the Lord with all of his heart and serve his church and his people. "During my formation in the seminary, I hope to be able to configure my heart to the heart of Jesus, so that in the future I can be, if God allows me, a priest according to the heart of Jesus," says Akbar. His advice to anyone thinking about becoming a priest is to think about the vocation to the priesthood, and don't be afraid to open your heart to God and let yourself be loved and surprised by him. Afterwards, he will guide your steps.
Patrick Germann was led to enter the seminary after spending 3 years as a high school History teacher at Central Valley High School in Ceres. "The longer I worked with my students and other youth, the more I began to feel the call to not just teach," says Patrick, "but also to save souls and to grow in love for Christ as the man He calls me to be".
Patrick credits his family with providing his foundation of faith, and his perseverance in faith on prayer and the daily challenge of making himself available to God's call. "We are ALL meant to be saints in our time and place," he says, "and because God is the good Father of us all, he promises to be with us on that path, even in the midst of darkness and doubts, if only we place our trust in Him".
Patrick looks forward to continuing on his discernment journey with his brother seminarians, and is thankful for the continued prayers of everyone in the Diocese.
Joshua Lesan says that his love for Jesus and his growing relationship with Him is what made him want to become a seminarian. "I felt the invitation to pursue priesthood in the seminary. I want to respond out of love to this generous call," says Joshua. He is a graduate of California State University, Stanislaus where he studied psychology. Joshua is now in Theology II, which is his fourth year at St. Patrick’s Seminary. He says that prioritizing his relationship with God and being open to what God wants for his life are the keys to his discernment. "Your primary call is to know, love, and serve God. He will reveal his secondary vocation to you in due time," says Lesan. "He wants you to trust Him. Give Him the opportunity and an open heart to do so.”
Joshua advises those considering the priesthood as their vocation to be attentive to the Lord in prayer and ask Him what He wants you to do, not what you want to do. Once you can surrender your life to Him and be at peace, that’s when you know you are headed in the right direction. Stay close to Mother Mary and pray your Rosary everyday; Our Lady will lead you down the right path. Remember, the seminary is a place to further discern your vocation; just because one goes to the seminary, does not mean one will become a priest. “Do not conform yourself to this age...that you may discern the will of God” (Romans 12:2). Thank you for your prayers and support.
Javier Elías says that his desire to serve the Church in a deeper manner led him to be a seminarian. “As I embraced the faith and made it my own through ministering to all of God’s people, I was able to encounter Jesus in a real and profound way. I saw Jesus, whom I love and want to serve, in all His people,” says Elías.
Javier gives thanks to his devout family for passing on the love and zeal they have for Christ and His Church. “They cemented and fomented my love for Christ by showing me how perseverance and closeness to Him should look like,” explains Elías.
Javier’s advice to all those thinking about the priesthood is to not be afraid. “Fear is a good thing: it means that you’re afraid to fail at something you love. But you can’t let fear paralyze you on taking the next step. Risking it all, even failure, on account of Jesus is the best way to show Him you love Him,” explains Elías.
The best way he has stayed close to Christ and let fear go is relying on Our Blessed Mother. She will guide you to her Son no matter how difficult all may seem. Lean on her and she will never let you go. Her tender words to Juan Diego always consoled Javier and he hopes they console you too: “Am I not here who am your Mother?”